[[翠雯の部落格]]

My horoscope for today.

2011-04-25T13:58:00.000+08:00

The alignment at play today may make you feel like covering your hurt feelings with an act of defiant bravado. If you and the lower life form that dared to give you that push end up accidentally meeting today, then you will not be the one to rush over, face wet with tears, begging for forgiveness. In fact you will be inclined to let them know that they are the least of your worries.

recent me, and my tattoooo!

2010-11-05T06:38:00.002+08:00

hellooo people!
u guys still here??
im doing great in nilaii (;
i haf my first tattooo on the 1st of november as a bday present for myself...
yoohooo!
but i dont dare to show my mum tho, she'l kill me ba >.<
if she can accept, i wish to show her lorrr.. zzzz...
aight, its time to sleep now, its already 7 in the morning...
niteeeeeeeeeeeee!!
*hugs n kisses* to all of u.

PISSED!

2010-08-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

i dont think im really "okay" now.

like, seriously..

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me today.

easily get pissed off.

AND IM STILL PISSED NOW!

what's going on?!?

);

mama, sorry..

2010-08-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

this time i really blame myself.

i blame myself for being so fucking useless..

i cant bare to see all this happen anymore..

i felt annoyed when i stay at home..

im worry of my mum if im not at home..

wtf?

what the fuck am i supposed to do now?

why..

why mama haf such a useless daughter like me..

i cant do anythng for her..

mama..

im so sorry..

vry vry sorry..

i oways ask u to give me times..

but i disappoint u again and again..

);

again and again.....

);

and this time, i do not dare to ask u to give me some times..

because..

i haf no confident to be successful in this line..

in this new environment..

this new job...

i hate u, mama.

i hate u for worrying too much..

until u fell sick..

and u just keep quiet..

i hate u for protecting me too well..

and now when i hafto face the wider society,

i felt afraid..

stop treating me like a princess!!

treat yourself better!!!!

CAN U?!?

); );

mama. i love u..

i want to protect u too..

but im not able to do so now..

and i hope u can protect yourself better..

please stop worrying bout me..

i beg u!!

i'll take care of myself nicely..

i promise u..

);

confidence?

2010-08-22T01:04:00.003+08:00

its not the matter of disappointing anyone anymore..

BUT, its looking down by someone...

sighs...

i just dont understand why people have to look down on people hurh?

feeling stress now..

in this 21 years, this is my first time moving out..

working outstation and not staying with family..

i've no experience at all..

and im afraid of darkness..

i love to cry for even a small thing...

do u think people like this can stay alone outside?

hmph..

im afraid..

im so so afraid now..

im afraid to disappoint baobei..

im afraid to disappoint my mum and dad,

mum keep on worry about me since that day i told her that i'll be moving out..

and also,

dont want those people who look down on me,

CONTINUE looking down on me..

wtf?!?

sighs.. what am i supposed to do, to look back the confidence that i used to haf..

long long time i cant find it in me already..

when will it come back to me?

);

goodbye atoz! XD

2010-08-19T17:07:00.005+08:00

Im gonna leave Atoz soon le..

tomoro is my last day here..

gonna miss u guys..

a lot!! (;

me heart atoz!

tata atoz..

tata howe howe..

tata kang kang..

tata neong neong..

tata kala mai mike..

tata kala jay jay..

tata kala hong hong..

tata cyrus..

tata khin soe..

tata khine min..

tata kelvin "manyzer"..

tata mr.goh...

阿嬤的話

2010-08-14T13:31:00.007+08:00

recently im so addicted to this song.

this song always always always makes me think of my grandma.

i really miss my grandma a lot );

i wonder if shes doing good now...

wai po, u ok mah?

do u still remember me?

do u miss me? im missing u T_T.

wai po, i'll be moving to nilai nex week..

i hope evrythng will be alright...

i hope evrythng goes smooth o..

and by that time, i can go home and see u often le..

clean up the house so that when u go home,

u feel comfortable =)

waipo i miss and love u..

*love*

); );

2010-08-11T21:40:00.003+08:00

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME TODAY?
OMFG.
WHERE IS EVERYONE?
WHERES JAYSON BAOBEI?WHERES SETYEE DEAR?WHERES MANDY BABE?
EVERYONE IS SO BUSY WITH THEIR MATTERS..
AND IM STILL ALL ALONE HERE..
WHY AM I ALONE?
WHY?!?!?!?

); ); ); ); );

I HATE GASTRICS I HATE GASTRICS I HATE GASTRICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK OFF PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bAobei (;

2010-08-10T14:36:00.003+08:00

the most important people in my life,

*other then my mami and daddi*..

is Jayson (; bAobei.

we can be sisters,

we can be brothers,

we can be good frens,

we can be whatever we want XD

the only thing that we failed to be is,

enemy.

i lovee Baobei Jayson!

i must have him in my life.

No matter is happy/unhappy problems facing.

thank god for sending such a cute fella to me.

(;

Gathering.

2010-08-09T01:48:00.002+08:00

Met up with Winney, Eileen and Munmun last Friday.
The whole session we're like eating and sharing each other's stories (;
Relax and enjoyable.
After having dinner in WonGKok, we went for some desserts at Kim Gary. haha..
So long nvr meet up with 3 of them,
Feelin so excited and happy to have this meet up (;

Hope to meet again before Munmun fly back to Vancouver again.
*hugs*

承認。

2010-08-06T10:13:00.002+08:00

承認吧　對我還有好多感覺　只是你不敢再虧欠
要不就這樣算了吧　就這樣散了吧　至少你不會辜負了她
這些我都從無埋怨　先給愛的人並不可憐
早知道最後的結局　墮落的分離　我是有理由不死心塌地

我當然不恨你　也從來不怨你　會試著不想你
雖然是曾經也是唯一　若要忘記　兩三年就可以
我打算不見你　也決計不尋你　也已經不想你
只要是偶爾回首過去　在記憶裡　還有甜蜜　能這樣就可以


请你别再告诉我说你还有多爱我了。。
因为不管怎样，我还是比不上她。。。
在你告诉我你还爱着我的同一时间，
你也在爱着她。。
请问，有哪一个女生是能接受自己所爱的人，
也爱着别人？
很抱歉，我并没有这么大方。。。。

竟然我们都已经决定了分手，
你也已经公告全世界你多么想和她在回一起，
也告诉了我在和我一起的时候，
从来都没有放弃过她，
而她也没放弃过你，
这就已经足够伤害我了。。
因为我跟你在一起的时候，
我心理并没有挤着另一个人。。
而你，
有了我还要有她 (;
我不明白，为什么开始一起的时候讲的故事，
和现在分开后的故事，
是差这么远？
我开始怀疑你在说谎了。。。
我更不明白，为什么你们从来都没有放过彼此，
可是却要和我在一起？

问心吧，其实我并没有伤害你啊。。
是你自己乱想而已，
你自己很清楚我和宝贝的关系~
你自己要拿来吃醋而已~
不过分开了也还好。。
至少，你可以去追回你的她，
我再也不会成为你们之间的阻碍啊~
我也可以过回我的生活。。

在一起，真的很辛苦~~

现在你我都自由了。。
只是希望你再也别告诉我，
你还有多爱我。。
因为这些都已经不重要了。。。

到目前为止，
我发现，
全世界，就只有我爸爸妈妈和宝贝不会伤害我吧？
fuck the relationships,
fuck the loves,
fuck everyone upside down,
fuck the whole world,
fuck.
fuck off!

o0o

加油~

2010-08-04T23:04:00.003+08:00

终于，一切都解决了 =)
John终于决定离开我了。。
是我逼成的吧。。
我真的希望我并没有伤害到你哦。。。

从现在开始，
我又是一个人了。。

也希望我们可以一直成为朋友，
因为拥有你这位朋友，我觉得很高兴 (:

礼拜天就要去面试了。。
希望一切顺利，赶快搬走。。
留在这里觉得很烦。。
搬去一个人的地方，一个人生活，静静的过，
我觉得会比较开心耶。。
至少，我要安静的时候，会是安静的，
我要吵的时候，还有电脑陪着我 XD

加油~

对不起。。

2010-07-30T15:05:00.003+08:00

假如，KLIA的那份工，请了我，
那么我就要离开这里了。。
会搬到汝来住。。

其实，我越来越对你没有感觉了。。
现在在回一起只是要避免尴尬，
毕竟，我们都是在同一个mall工作。。
很抱歉，都是我的错。。
一开始就不应该在一起。。
我们一点都不适合。。
我根本就不适合谈这样的恋爱。。
当初会跟你在一起，是因为新鲜感而以吧。。
可是，我是真的有喜欢过你哦。。
只是，你不是我要为你付出的那个人。。。

我真的觉得我很坏，原来，我真的会伤害到你。。
我是一个很自私的人。。
我真的不懂如何开口劝你别再爱我了。。
因为我真的不值得你这么爱我，对我这么好。。
你的爱让我觉得很压力，你的好让我觉得难以呼吸。。。
太紧了，太over protective了。。
刚刚开始是会觉得幸福，
但，现在已经变成反感了。。。
我对你有点厌倦，有点反感了。。。

对不起，可能一个月后我就要离开这里了。。
我不忍心伤害你。。
不忍心跟你提分手了。。
你告诉过我，你没被拒绝过。。
那么这次，我也让你保持不被拒绝的状态来分开吧。。
我会给你机会拒绝我。。。

在留下的这一个月里面，我会尝试好好的跟你创造美好的回忆，
留给你 (:
这是我唯一能够为你做的事情。。。
唯一能留给你的就只剩下回忆。。
我真的太残忍了。。。
);

(:

2010-07-28T00:43:00.003+08:00

and now, we're back together (:

i hope evrythng's gonna change..
become better..
and then the best..
hopefully theres no more arguement..
else,
i wont hesitate to give up..
once again...

goodbye, baby.

2010-07-25T00:55:00.004+08:00

始终还是过不到我们的first month anniversary。
没什么话想说，
我们都没错，只是不适合。
误会又深深的。。
分开也是件好事 =)
是我不适合你。。
希望你可以找到更好的 ^^

goodbye baby, hope u will found a better one.
to take care of you.
and i still love u. (:
but,theres too much of misunderstood between us..
wht else can i do and say?
we shall stop it ba (:

tired? hmm..

2010-07-22T12:03:00.004+08:00

and now i realize, being in a relationship is actually very very tiring.

expecially when u have to explain

where u want to go,

with who u're going out with,

what time u're supposed to be right home,

and to be afraid whether your partner is gonna be jealous/angry

with whoever u're going out with.

Im really not willing to change everything that i have now,

just because to make my partner happy.

Im not that good, to sacrifice myself just to make my partner happy, im sorry.

That is so not my attitude.

I love what im having now.I really do.

And no matter what, i want to maintain it this way. (:

I really hope u know what i mean,

as i never want u to change whatever u're having now too..

Im putting my trust on you too..

If u trust me,then we'll stay.

If u dont trust me, then we'll say byebye to each other.

Im ok with anything.

U will hafto make the choice.

But i just want u to know,

I love u.

If i dont love u, i wouldnt be together with u.

But please, dont make me tired.

I really feel uncomfortable now as i need to worry if u're angry, *everyday*.

累。

2010-07-17T23:01:00.003+08:00

我开始看到我们的之间慢慢的，出现问题了。。
当初，很快就走在一起了。。
根本就不了解对方。。
可是现在我开始觉得有点breathless了。。
你真的好幼稚哦。。
我快受不了了。。。
我自己也累个半死了，还要服侍你。。
怎样哦？？？？？

真的要每天斗嘴，每天吵架才开心吗？
我一直都很迁就你耶，可是你都一很得意这样，
不会理会别人的感受吗？！？
说你两句就在那边小气，生气。。
怎样沟通哦？？？？
sighs。。
我真的很累咯！！
累到看到你都不想说话的感觉~
可以改善一点点吗？！

why?!

2010-07-12T02:12:00.001+08:00

我发现。。
原来你真的很爱把我藏起来。。。

为什么？？

你总是故意的把我藏起来。。
不让你的前女友看见。

为什么？？

我不出声不代表我不介意。
而是，我不懂得怎么去问。。

为什么？！？

安全感。

2010-07-06T22:52:00.003+08:00

又到了部落格时候啦 (:
今天有点被bibi气到小气了。。
哎。。。
我现在小气得好想哭。。 T_T
不是完全因为bibi气我。。
而是这两天有太多太多的不爽和情绪，
埋在心中，说不出话来。。。
所以很想哭。。
jayson宝贝。。你在哪里？
我需要你来逗我开心。。。

刚刚在冲凉的时候，冲了超级久，自己都没发觉。。
因为就一直想东想西的。。
我现在的幸福，带着一点点的苦苦的感觉。。。
你知道那种感觉吗？
好复炸哦。。
我自己也confuse了。。。
心里觉得很不安。。
因为觉得很没有安全感。。。
bibi是万人迷 T_T
身边有太多太多的美女朋友了。。。
还要告诉我谁人跟他表白啊，
还要给我看照片~
真的有够美的。。。。

我都不知道要给bibi什么反应~~~~~
突然之间。。。。我的信心又再次的漂走了。。。
我整个人，感觉好像缩起来了。。
不想笑，不想说话。。。
笑的时候也都超级假。。。
好假哦 T_T 。
好累。。。。

宝贝 im missing u ):

我很幸福！！

2010-07-04T00:17:00.006+08:00

thank god for sending u to me.
i feel so happy to haf u in my life..
u're so sweet and nice..
and i loveeeee u so much ya bibi =)
i dont care what everyone says..
i dont care how other people look at us..
what i care is, u care about me and im happy with it (:
being honestly, i've never felt the love like this before..
i've never met a partner like u before..
thanks for evrythng u've done for me..
altho the time being together is not very long.
but i can see it clearly.. =)
thanks bibi!
i lovee u so much..
i dont care how long can we last..
at least i appreciate now.. i appreciate evrythng that u've done for me..
u appreciate me and i appreciate u..
*love*!

我很幸福！我真的很幸福。
如果这段恋情是被应许的，
我多么想告诉全天下的人，
我现在是多么的幸福呢 =)
kang说: 开朗的christine终于回来了。。
谢谢 (: 我也感觉到，“我回来了。”
bibi谢谢你哦。。

每天能够看见你的笑容，
就是我工作的力量 (:
*害羞*
谢谢你总是为我着想。。
即时是委屈自己都肯牺牲。。
我好感动哦 (:
你真的好好噢。。。
我好爱你 ^^

bibi (:

2010-07-01T19:37:00.002+08:00

what am i supposed to do now?
i thought evrythng's over and we are starting our new life now.
but i still saw all the kissing with the X pictures in yr album..
and u really didnt know how much it hurts?
i didnt mean to control yr life by askin u to delete it away,
i understood that evryone has their pass.
i dont mean to ask. i dont mean to make u feel frustrated.
but all this is makin me feelin so uncomfortable.
but we're already together....
where's the trustify? respect? and truth?
which is true and which is lie.....?
i dont wanna care all about this anymore.
i just wanted to trust whatever u've told me (:
and im nt gonna suspect..

today supposingly is our first date.
somethng happened when im on my way.
and so i hafto walk home from the lrt station.
its raining and its not really that near from the station to my hse.
i didnt blame u, i knw its nt yr fault.
but,it's just fate.
i know, its just fate... jk wid us...

bibi, i really really hope we can work it out..
i've promised u to love u more n more day by day..
i am trying very very hard nw...
u just need to give me some times as im nt used to it yet..
bibi, i love u very much (:
i dont fuckin care what other people say..
i dont fuckin care whats gonna happen in the future..
bibi. yi qi jia you, hao ma?
gambateh together ^^

a new starting with Bibi.

2010-06-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

i'll try my best to give u all my love.
i lovee u bibi =)

渐行渐远。

2010-06-26T01:53:00.002+08:00

你就是要离我越来越远了，
见面的机会也将越来越少。
*似乎会没有了吧？*

谢谢那些“无聊人”吗？
我怨，我生气，
为什么你不“带眼识人”？
才弄得这样的地步。。
左躲右躲的，看到你这样我都觉得辛苦，心疼。。
难过死了。

我可以发誓，假如杀人不例如在反法的罪名，
他就真的是我第一个想要杀死的人。。
我是一个很少会生气人的人。。。。
就算是气，也不会很久~
*你应该很了解吧？*

我从来没有试过可以这么怨恨一个人！
恨到，现在就想把他给杀掉！
究竟这个没完没了的war，什么时候才要完？
你够了没啊？？
为什么可以这么无聊。。
jibai人！

为什么老天爷爷到现在都还没收掉你？
是我不够诚恳的心在求神去收掉你吗？

我在等。
等着要听你已经死掉的消息！！
你赶快去死吧！
但我是真的希望我可以比你早死，
因为我很想做鬼去害死你！！
要做你曾经对“他”做这么多伤害的事情，
全部都还你！！
ki si la~~

不想生病 (:

2010-06-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

我已经不太想多说了，
一番话说太多次也会很反感 =)
就算你听不闷，我也说得不好意思了。。

今天没做工，在家里就会觉得很烦。。
因为有小孩子的关系。。
很吵，一直要喊他们。。
真的会累。。。
因为没有做工的时候就会希望，
可以静静的在家里休息。。
就算不休息，at least也不想要用喊的。。
真的真的很吵！！
带着耳机听歌，
还是会听到他们的吵声哦。。
哎，
就只能dot dot dot。。。。

倒数15天，
就是要去找hanson了 (:
开心吗？
开心可以见到好久不见的hanson =)
曾经是我的歌神啊~
当然现在也还是。
因为我要去听他唱歌！！ XD
可是我真的超怕看到水 >.<
好怕坐船嘛 T_T
hmmmm，不知道我的朋友们，
安排得怎样呢？
希望会是很好的一个trip咯。。

因为回来过后我有太多的事情要处理 =)
踏入要21岁的生活，要接受很多挑战。。
虽然说，会怕。。。
但，假如不面对，不接受，
要拖到什么时候？
再过两个星期多而已，
就还蛮怕的。。。
但，不想让周围的朋友担心了。。。
赶快解决掉吧 =)
而且可能会收尾很长，
也不晓得要处理到什么时候耶。。
哇，怕到。。。。。。

(:

2010-06-21T00:30:00.005+08:00

今天接到你的电话过后，
直接down掉！
我真的要很感激你。。
因为你，我学会“不能在相信任何人了。”
即使是家人/亲戚/一个跟你认识十多年的朋友。。
任何人都不要相信。。

我以前曾经信错一个“人”，被她出卖。。
就告诉自己不能相信任何人了。。
但是，久了。。我却把我答应自己的事情给忘了。。
现在，我又再次的被你这样作弄。。
两位都是我的，“亲戚”呀。。。。。

谢谢你啊！
教会我人生的道理~
我永远都会记住你带给我的这个麻烦 (:
说到最后，我还是要谢谢你这么帮我。
但我不想欠你这个人情，我一定会还你的！！！！

宝贝i miss u so much哟！
刚刚3G了过后，一直心挂挂的~~
太想你liao~~~
刚刚，
看到你的文章，突然间有哽咽了。。
因为我真的没有想到你会在部落格里劝我。。。
不知道该开心还是。。。。？
但还是要谢谢你，有点感动 =)
我会去。当我准备好的时候我一定会去。
好吗？
我要。。。嗯。。。开开心心的进去，开开心心的出来 =)
这个idea是不是很好neh~ (:
hope to see u and isabelle soon!
miss both of u so much xD
mwarks~

加油！(:

2010-06-19T04:00:00.003+08:00

不要问我为什么，
我就是要这么做 (:
应该会比较开心吧。。
也不晓得这样把自己逼得这么紧，
究竟是好还是不好。。

我现在真的有一种说不出口的压力。。
好迷糊~不懂得未来的路该怎么走。。。
没有人教我。。
我自己要去找出口。。
怎么找？我真的不懂。。
好可怕，好黑暗的一条路。。
这些话我能跟谁说？
我真的不知道。。。。
已经没有了。。
已经找不到真正能跟我谈事的人了。。
我现在都是一个人的。。
我一定要一直坚强下去。。
假如我倒了，妈妈怎么办？

翠雯，要加油！
真的要加油。。
妈妈在等我的改变。。。
妈妈在等我的惊喜。。
不可以再像个小孩子了。
不要再哭了。
不要再怕任何事情了。。
没什么好怕的。。
外婆一定一直在看着我，
一定会保佑我的！

只剩下5个月的时间而已！！
要好好表现 (:

我会争气点！！

2010-06-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

今天妈妈跟我说了心事。。
其实她受的委屈跟我比起来也不少。

我真的很讨厌自己为什么不能争气一点。。
多么希望我可以给爸爸妈妈无忧无虑的日子。。
可是我就是不争气！！
让父母觉得委屈的子女真的很不孝！！
我真的很不孝啊！！！
为什么我工作了这么久，还不懂得存钱呢？？？
我讨厌自己讨厌到我也没有办法原谅我自己！
躲着来哭，有用吗？？
躲着来哭就会有钱吗？？
为什么我要这么爱花钱？
为什么要让别人看不起自己才高兴？？？
我究竟该怎么办？？
欠下的债务又该怎么办？？
我好累哦。。。真的累了。。。
爸爸妈妈很爱我。。
如果有得选择，我不想投胎来这一家。。
不是因为他们给不到我要的东西。
而是因为我给不到，他们要的东西。。
我真的是太不孝了。。！！

我告诉我自己，
再给多自己六个月的时间。
2011年，我一定要把债务还清，
去考车，买车。。。
一定要让自己和爸爸妈妈的生活好过一点！
妈妈，再多给我六个月时间好吗？
我不会再令你失望，
不会在让你受委屈了。！
今天，我们被那些看不起我们的人那样来说，
将来，我要他们底着头跟我们说话！
我要他们后悔当初对我们的不礼貌！
我要让他们对我们改观！！
妈妈，我答应你我会好好加油的！
2011年会更好！！！
在这六个月我会好好努力！！
什么爱情啊，男人啊，唱K啊，喝茶啊。。
全部都会暂时戒掉！！！！

<3 好爱你和爸爸。

特别的kang kang =)

2010-06-13T23:07:00.002+08:00

今天做了一个，我会后悔的事情。
因为，是关于到生命的决定。。
不过没有关系，至少在我做这个决定的时候，
没人懂 =))

今天很想blog一个人~
他。。是我的同事。
为何突然想写他呢？
因为我觉得，他好特别哦。。
在这么多朋友当中，他最特别。。

他很帅，可是就是缺少了自信。。
每次被人说很帅，他都不会相信。。
刚认识他的时候，他是酷酷的，也苦苦的。。
不会敢和他说话。。
可是，当跟他熟了过后，其实他是一个很爱聊心事的人。。
工作的时候，可能压力很大。。
从来不会看见他有快乐。。
就算有，也很假！

直道。。。。。。
我开始看他打球的时候，就变了。。。。
每当他一到了篮球场的时候，他就像变了另一个人似的。。
变得好有自信哦！
就好像，篮球场就是他的一切。。
篮球就是他的生命。。
他脸上的快乐，从来都不会在工作的时候看见。
及时是在篮球场短短的10分钟，他也能很快乐。。
看他打球的那种感觉真的很奇妙~
看偶像剧就看得多，
但真的从来都没看过身边会有这么有篮球精神的朋友存在。

假如在他工作的时候，也能放下包袱和压力，
开开心心快快乐乐的工作，那该有多好。。
因为，他真的很帅 =))
可能曾经有胖过，也被伤害过，所以就没自信了。。
但我真的很想告诉你，那些都已经成为过去了。
现在的你，很好看，很瘦也很帅。。
应该给自己多点信心。。
加油 ^^
*kang kang* =)

送给宝贝的歌。

2010-05-28T02:56:00.000+08:00

宝贝。送这首歌给你嘛 ^^
<3 (:

才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护着你也逗你笑
你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我

再见 =)

2010-05-27T01:34:00.006+08:00

所以说，有些事情，不要开心得太早。。
因为到最后可能，他只是一场欢喜，一场空～
你越要期待，就越会失望。
所以嘛，幸福就是这么的短暂。
老天爷就是这样，
给你一点点幸福，
看不过眼，就会来把你的幸福给抢走。。。

是我错了，
就因为我太高兴了，所以我忘了不该对你有任何期待。
不过没关系，已经不重要了。
那个是我老爸，没有必要让你来一起庆祝嘛。
就很奇怪啊。。。

我只能说，谢谢你又再次让我失望。。
因为，我真的开始感到心痛了。。
也终于，在我妈妈的怀里大哭出来了。。
现在的感觉，舒服多了 =)
现在除了哭，就只能哭啊。
难道我能生气吗？我有资格生气吗？
一句 sorry又能代表什么？
真的能够弥补你从我身体里面挖出来的那颗心吗？

我不爽，是因为这件事来得太突然了。
我。有。点。接。受。不。了。
就这样吧～
无话可说了。

今晚又是不用睡觉的一晚，
因为我又失眠了。
其实我真的很累。
但是我一闭上眼睛，
心就痛到极点。。。
眼泪就会一直不停的流。
真的谢谢你啊！！

似乎蛮多天没什么睡觉了。。
为什么不能给我有一天安稳的睡眠呢？？？？？？？

*你绝望的那天 门关得很轻
我却从没听见你 流泪声音
守著我背影 原来是你 一直是你
越是来不及 越责怪自己 没有说
好想说亲爱的 是我
爱如何哭著问候不颤抖
曾在泥泞背著我走
又朝阳光背对我走
不再边笑边呼唤我
好想说亲爱的 是我
爱如何哭著问候不颤抖
曾在泥泞背著我走
又朝阳光背对我走
不再边笑边呼唤我

好想说亲爱的 是我
撕裂回忆比存封还难受
说好听见回答就走
又怕你只回答就走
像在梦里回过头说
亲爱的 是我*

好想你，宝贝 (:

2010-05-23T04:36:00.004+08:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz。
被你这么一问，有stunned到一下 >.<
但是今天的你比平常*甜*一百五十倍 (:
然后，有被感动到一点点。。。
还把我给弄哭了。。好坏哦你！！！
但是，我很高兴 (:
因为很久都没有感到那种“幸福的感觉了。”
谢谢你，宝贝 ^^

可是不管你说什么，
不管你再怎么甜，不管我再怎么感到幸福，
事实都不会改变~
现实是残酷的。。
是我不敢去面对我该面对的事情。。
我好害怕~
我不够勇敢，我没勇气。。
我害怕我随时都会倒下来。。

请你全力支持我好吗？
因为只有你才有那个本事 (:

真的好想~~
好想你~~

)':

2010-05-17T23:43:00.004+08:00

其实我真的很累。。
我以为只要每天把自己弄得累累的，
就会比较容易入睡。。
原来我是错的。。
因为，我不但不容易入睡，
我还觉得我样子变老了啦~~
因为熬夜的关系。。
zzzzzzzzzz。。。。。

今天是大表哥结婚的大日子^^
恭喜恭喜呀大表哥~
很想送你一首萧敬腾的歌“祝你幸福”^^

*祝你幸福*
送你一份爱的礼物
我祝你幸福
不论你在何时
或是在何处
莫忘了我的祝福
人生的旅途有甘有苦
要有坚强意志
发挥你的智慧
留下你的汗珠
创造你的幸福

虽然歌词短短的~但，是一首从满幸福的歌呢 ^^
听了都会感觉幸福~
多么想亲口唱给你听，
可是我现在没有那个机会~~~
等有机会了，一定会去新山唱给你听^^

今天有些不开心~
在想很多事情。。。
为什么每个人都问我
“为什么没有烦恼？”
“为什么天天可以这么开心？”
“你真的是一个开心果呀！！”
真的是这样的吗？
我也希望我是一个开心果~
可以每天一放工，回家就睡觉。
我是一个超爱睡的人，可是我竟然每个晚上都是不睡的~
我快要变成zombie了。

为什么我到了我现在这个年龄，
我还是一无所有？
是我没能力吗？
还是环境逼成的？
我已经分不清出了。。。
真的很讨厌现在的自己。。
难道这就是命运？
我真的可以用自己双手来把命运改掉吗？

好累哦！
很想什么都不管。
可以去死吗？？
就不需要再烦恼。
不需要失眠。
不需要被那些人看不起。
*就因为我是女儿家~*
很可笑！！
女儿家不是人吗？？？
我承认我是有些没用。
今年21岁了，还是无所事事，一无所有，
又没有读书的材料。
怎样怎样？
我就是不喜欢被你们看不起！！！

我还更宁愿你们不认我！
我都不会这么痛！！！

一想到明天会见到你们，
我就不想回家！
有谁。。。。可以借我一晚啊？？
)':

P/s : 我没有勇气把手机turn on，因为我怕我会对你再次失望。

Love my baobei~~

2010-05-15T21:47:00.003+08:00

我会把每一次见到你的那一天当作我们见面的最后一天。
因为我不知道那次见了过后，什么时候才能再见。
我们的距离，说靠近不会很靠近，
说远也没有很远。
可是见面的机会却很难。。

我承认我是很想见到你，能每天都见会更好。。
可是这是很错的。。
那天我告诉你我已经习惯没有你在身边的日子了。
因为我开始慢慢不再想要依赖你了。。
其实是我自己很勉强自己不要去找你。。
我不能因为我的自私，而造成我们的不舒服～
虽然忍的很辛苦，可是我还是做到了啊 =)
这样你会比较舒服吗？

白天的时候还是控制得好好的，因为在工作的时候有同事的陪伴。。
聊天说说八卦。
可是当到了深夜的时候，我又忍不住想念你了。。
我不想要一直这样下去。。
因为我觉得自己好烦！！！！

之前我也不明白为何我可以把你看得这么重要。。
连爸爸的生日，妈妈都会要邀请你来一起吃饭。。
而你也是很配合的，请假，来。。。
×其实，真的很感动×
希望我说看到的都不是false hope。。
因为我不想爸爸的生日晚饭，
。。。。。。变成。。。。。。

对你说过不管发生什么事，我都不会离开你。
因为从今以后，我会把你当成宝贝“弟弟”看待～
你会比所有人来得更特别哦 =)
所以，你很重要！！
唉，令我开心的人是你，令我不开心的人是你，令我哭的人是你，
令我烦恼的人是你，令我失望的人是你。。
为什么全部发生在我身上的一切一切都是你造成的叻？
可不可以只要开心？另外的全部都不要？

以前所发生过的事情，
我想都不要想了。。
希望我们都可以重新生活，
重新接受新的挑战咯 =)
从现在开始，已经没有谁欠谁了。。。
你自己也说了，theres no sorry between us。。
所以，这才是“宝贝”的定义 ^^

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ。
我已经准备好接受另一段新的恋情了。。
只是，对象还没找到合适的。。
不过没关系。我不急～
宝贝，你要快乐哟！
这样我才会快乐 =)
loveeee u sangat sangat la 宝贝! ^^

别把我的幸福抢走好吗。。

2010-05-01T02:02:00.003+08:00

a lot of things to voice out.
but,i just dont want things become that complicated.
what i can do is just hold down my temper so that i wont get angry.
but i really dont know how long more i could do this to myself.
因为它就像一个计时炸弹。随时都会爆发。。
我不晓得，我这一颗这么能忍的心，能够忍到什么时候呢~
天啊，请您赐给我力量和坚持好吗？
我。。我。。我快受不了了。。。

幸福呢。。？
我的幸福好像离我越来越远了。。
离我的手越来越远了。。
抓不住了。。
我放开了。。。。
放开幸福了，剩下的只有孤独。。
我讨厌这种感觉！！！
不喜欢。。。。。。
别把我的幸福抢走好吗。。。
stop giving me pressure。。。
头痛死了！！！
“死”字对我来说，好像已经越来越熟悉了。。
(=

Kelvin's Open House~

2010-04-28T01:04:00.008+08:00

*chiAk*
Wao.. macam so long nvr blog already...
Recently change company dy..
to Atoz Computer Media...
Same lor, at Digital mall..
First floor...
Doing Printers,Cartridges and Toners..
We have delivery as well..

So happy working in Atoz =))
Love my collegues and my manager to bits.
They are all pretty cute and nice..
what i mean is, REALLY CUTE!!!!and NICEE!!!
Hahaxx =))

That day went to Kelvin's hse for gathering...
Some pics to share ohh...
My collegues and my managers...

Kelvin,the manager, in grey shirt and looks like APEK =P

this is the funniest guy,Alex.

Cyrus,the most disgusting guy.

Nicholas, the mabuk guy.

Hong, the sexy supervisor~

wootz! sexy rite. HAHAx..

Esther, the beautiful woman =)

BIG Ivan in red,
sexy Hong with the Apple,
and blurry Jay in black.

the singer,Leong in white with no face.HAHA,

And the MOST shy guy,Kang (:

me and esther, my cousin! hahaa..

Alex and me.

the fish~
kesian rite.. HAHA!
but i didnt eat it (:

actually theres more food..
BUT bcoz the food is TOOOOOOO nice..
so i forgotten to take pics of food..
oni concentrate on eating..
hAHAHAHahha~~

<3
See,all my collegues,supervisor and manager is damn cute rite.
All also siao siao geh~ hahax!
i love Atoz! =D

-the end-

大姨加油！！ (=

2010-04-17T12:06:00.002+08:00

昨晚睡不着。。就起床玩Plants vs. Zombies咯。。
玩到一半，大概2点左右吧。。。阿姨的电话突然间响了。。
那种半夜不响的电话，突然间在半夜响起来的那种感觉。。
就好像12年前突然接到半夜的电话说外公去世的消息。。
好恐怖！
这次接到的是，大姨睡觉到一半突然间呼吸不到。
进医院了。。。
然后表姐就一直在哭。。说大姨在ICU被急救着。。
好担心哦！！！！
怎么会这样呢。。。好好的人呢。。。突然。。。。
过后，3点半表姐再打来说医生说大姨胆固醇过高，
肺被水噻着了所以令大姨呼吸困难。。
情况严重。。
希望大姨能早日康复呀！！

人本来就很化学。。
所以我每次都告诉自己一定要珍惜身边的人。。
自己也要活得快乐一点。。
因为，现实是残酷的。。
说走就走。。
今天不知明天事。。
可能下一秒钟会离开的人是我？是你？是他？还是她？
who knows？
把每一天当作是最后一天看待吧。。
自己真的会比较快乐哦~

大姨加油！！ (=

new starting.

2010-03-22T11:40:00.002+08:00

ChiAK* haha.

Everything is back to normal (=
Altho its not FULLY normal yet la,
but.......
Still better thn before..
All i need to do is "wait;trustify"..
I noe he wont disappoint me again (:
so, just trust him and wait...

人生嘛，有几多个20年？
做人应该开心点啊~
不要再闷闷不乐了。。。
我会很努力很努力赚钱，
改变现在的一切了。。
加油加油加油~~~~

JIBAIJIBAIJIBAI!

2010-03-16T19:27:00.002+08:00

So do u thnk i look like an ATM machine to u?

MACIBAI!

always tell me got no money.

SO I GOT A LOT OF MONEY NOW LA ISIT?

no money summore want to buy webcam for GF.

MAHAI!

SO ANGRY!

WHATS WRONG WITH ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME TODAY.

EVERYONE JUST LOVE TO PISSED ME OFF.

WTH!

Stress.

2010-03-12T19:31:00.003+08:00

STRESS!!!
Very very stress.
Once i think of it,i just cant breath.
I've no idea how could i make it better.
How to improve it.
Feel so tired.
feel so dead.
Feel really breathless ):
Acting is tiring.
Expecially when trying to minimize somethng.
)':

Crying at midnite is like,sumthng i'll do evrynite.
mayb i shud say, im used to it oredy. )':

I oways need u to be with me.
or at least talk to me.
But i just cant.
I cant be too selfish.
U're just too busy and tired.
Anyway,
i will try to be VERY strong.
i dont want to make u feel MORE tired.
gambateh (=

Fool Again.

2010-03-10T01:07:00.001+08:00

Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care

About the pain and the tears,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time.

daddy's birthday plan?

2010-03-05T12:11:00.002+08:00

Dad's birthday is coming soon..
Not really that near la, still got 2 more mnths..
Its enough for me to save money to celebrate for him de..
but i dont know what can i do for him wor..
I remember last time, i treat him makan..
We went to Wong Kok..
WONG KOK only wor!
but he oso don wan to eat...
Konon konon want to jaga my wallet la..

Buy things for him, he oso dun wan..
ask me not to waste so much money..

I really dont knoww what to do to make him happy!!
My budget actually got limitation oso la..
coz 2 mnths didnt work dy...
then this mnth got a lot of commitments T_T.
sighs...
kelian!

hmph!

2010-03-04T12:40:00.003+08:00

不知不觉中，我已经慢慢开始没有这么想你了。。
不多不少还会有啦。。
但至少没有以前这么疯狂 =X
因为做工会很累 (:
原来真的会累的wor。。
不是全身累。。
而是精神上的累~

哎。。。最近的样子有点变老了咯 T_T
没有补到wor。。
怎么办啦??
又没有什么睡到。。
因为睡不着。。
现在回来做工了，突然又有压力的感觉了。。

sorry to say,
the more i stay at my home, the more i feel like moving out..
because i thnk there's too many ppl staying my hse..
everytime i reach home after work,
i just need a very quiet place for me to rest my mind..
but i just can't..
sighs..

i only will be home after 10. and will be out before 11 in the morning.
just a very short time to stay at home.
but the noice makes me feels like leaving home -.-
i get so annoyed.
like,seriously....
i really hate it when i want to do sumthng but i cant..
i cant voice out..
bcoz they are just my family..

maybe some of u guys will thnk that being wid family is fun.
they can talk to u and make your day.
help u, cook for u and talk to u..
for me, they make my day toooo BUT..
if they make my day EVERYDAY..
day n nite..
its equally to BISING..
and it bcomes ANNOYING after some time..
i prefer to be alone moreee.
expecially when i am damn kao tired!!

i dont know wad to do.
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

roadshow.

2010-03-01T12:12:00.006+08:00

yesterday was the last day for the Maxis n Hotlink Roadshow at Sg Wang.
Dont know Y, me and takashi is DAMN hyper!
hahahax.
Ths show is FUN but damn tiring lor..
Fun bcoz can get to know lots of kawans.
Tiring coz hafto stand all day long ):

Takashi.
wet + oily face >.<

my mum!!
she went to sg wang to visit me.
and we met michael jackson there.
wahahahah!

me and kakak (:
she is soooooooo cutee!

takashi and the choi san yeh.

me and choi san yeh.

me n takashi~

kit and me.

tall guy(i dono his name),Dhaya,Phong n kakak.

kit n choi san yeh.

phong and kit.

TIRED!
but DAMN FUN!
-the end-

为何？

2010-02-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

为什么要把自己套起来呢？
又何苦叻？
自找辛苦的~
哎。。。

到不了。

2010-02-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

我们的歌。。。更是我想表达的故事。。
我就是到不了。。
永远都不会到得了。。

你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬
每分每秒

我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什麽都不要
知不知道
若你懂我这一秒

我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧谨守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到。

disappointed.

2010-02-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

i just can't believe i change JUST like this..
so freaking disappointed on myself..
seriously..
and i disappoint my parents THE MOST..
dad mum. pls forgive me...

Hurt.

2010-02-21T12:42:00.002+08:00

Things happened just like that..
Never the same anymore..
Am i starting to lose u?
I dont know..but,those kinda feeling is really pain..
Painful thn everythng..

How i wish i could turn back the time..
so that i could treat u million n zillion times better thn before..
i should support u all the way,all the time..
shouldnt suspect u..
i should trust u..
n put my 100% trustify on u..
shouldnt text u rubbish..
im wrong, im so wrong..
im so so sorry.

Sending u a song, Hurt by Christina Aguilera.

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..By hurting you

i really hope thngs could get back like before..
and bcome sweet sweet like before..
dun be so cool to me..
please )':
loveee. <3

RANDOM.

2010-02-17T02:37:00.000+08:00

不知道为什么要在这个时候听到这样的事情。。
还有求到这样的签。。。
这支签对我很好。。是上上签。。
但，里面的故事对我来说，听了不懂要有什么FEELING。。
不知道是开心，还是悲哀 -.-
就很ZADAO!!!!
很CONFUSING!!!
AND 很好笑。。。。
但是却很准WOR。。。

哎。。。。
今天是年初四，还在新年~
不要想太多先 (=

刚刚从NILAI回来。。
外婆去世后不到一年。。
我应该也有这么久都没回过去了吧。。。
想念在另一个世界的外婆。。
外婆，新年快乐。。。
在那边过得你好吗？
有够吃吗？？
和外公过得开心吗？
好就没报梦给我了。。
好想你哟！！

然后要跟宝贝说，
宝贝，迟来的情人节祝福。。
情人节快乐哟！
I LOVEE U! (:
5天没有见到你了。。
情人节也都没办一起过。。。
真的好想你！！
MISS U SO MUCH。。。

过几天再PO一些新的照片吧。。
晚安 ^^

原谅我。

2010-02-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

告诉自己也顺便一下告诉你。。
不要把自己看得这么重要。。
一点都不。。

我觉得我想太多了。。
现在开始改变一下我们的不上不下的关系，
也好 (=
因为,在我还没搞清楚自己的感觉时，
你已经开始在怀疑了。。
我觉得有点好笑。。
竟然你已经在怀疑了，你还要让我越睬越深。。
我觉得我自己这样还蛮像白痴的。。
好希望好希望这一切没有发生过。。
因为最近都闹得很不开心。。
是我太在意了吧。。。

这一切都是我的错。。
是我不好。。
还没把事情搞清楚，就踏得这么深了。。
所以才会造成今天的这种。。
这么这么痛的感觉。。。。

我不想发生的事情，统统都发生了。。
原本不会，不可能发生的事情，也统统的发生了。。
觉得很尴尬。。
很羞。。
因为这一件事情是不该发生的啊。。。
我的天啊，
我到底在期待什么？
为什么要期待？
在等什么？
为什么要等？
just move on with your damn life！
我真的越来越讨厌我自己。。
我无法原谅我现在所想，所做的一切一切。。。

outing outing outing!

2010-02-08T13:36:00.008+08:00

This few days have been going out like mad..
Coz im not working..
I damn "kering" dy okay but still going out..
wtf!
just cant stand staying at home day and nite la..
will bcome crazy >.<

Last week went to MidValley and watch Avatar with my beloved Phoebe.
thanks for coming out and accompany me..
appreciated...
and i lap u! (=

That day went singK with baobei,min and kenny..
(=

then baobei came to my hse..
and we cooked pasta ^^
pakai aku punya tshirt! ish.
HAHA.

look at baobei yummy face~
so sexy rite.
HAHA!

n this is takashi (=
Ella look alike. hehee..

Yesterday we went to The Curve,
watched Legion.
GELI NAK MAMPUS!
ISH ISH ISH!!

Then went to baobei's house..

he think he look cool with my spec..
ada cool meh? -.-

Reach home around 2++ midnite..
tired gile T_T

dah lah Jobless.. and now sick dy..
sighs..
having headache AND sorethroat...
SANFU!!!!!!!!!!!! )=
all this is also bcoz of the SLEEPLESS NITE!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
malas gile nak blog..
ciaoz..

>.
2010-02-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

i look like a sohai now after my haircut.
I REALLY DO LOOK LIKE A HELMET!
and im regret cutting my hair this way.
FUCK!!!!!!!

just a random posting.

2010-02-04T11:37:00.004+08:00

having a MAXIS BROADBAND examination later..
Ron ask to study..
i've go online and check out the website..
Other thn those rate plans,i dont know what to study about tho..
what am i supposed to study about from the website la OMG?
>.<||

yeah, im supposed to be happy rite.
coz i have my job already..
like,FINALLY after a month..
havent been doing anythng in ths mnth
OTHER then spending money like water.
and now i regret.
because i dont know how to survive till my next pay is out )=
hopefully everythng goes well...

another thing is,
actually all this event job makes me feel so stress.
i thnk is probly coz of my sales talk..
i am very very straight forward..
i dont know how to turn here n there..
i cant really persuade customers..
sighs..
then at last sure will kena marah..
say i no confident la..
lazy to talk la..
nvr do sales properly la..
no heart to do sales la..
OWAYS OSO KENA!

hopefully this time im not being so kayu ANYMORE!
TALK christine,TALK and act like a BITCH!!

good luck. christine. <3

迷失。。。自己。。。

2010-01-30T18:13:00.005+08:00

我好难过哦。。
我真的真的有试着要忘掉那件事，
然后开心点。。
可是我真的没办法。。
我无时无刻都会想起。。
然后心就会西北痛。。
痛得不得了。。

我的心很烦很乱。。
我不懂该怎么做。。
事实是这样，我改变不了。。
但是我更不想看着它继续发生。。
我该怎么做，才能看不见，也听不到。。。

哎。。。太多太多的话想说。。
可是我觉得我身边的朋友都听到xian了。。
我也不好意思再去找朋友谈了。。

我不晓得为何那件事情可以strongly影响到我的心情。。
我的睡眠和我的食欲。。。
但是我能很清楚的知道我对你的感觉并不是爱。。
是什么，我不知道。。
就只是很想照顾你和关心你 (=
偶尔想你的时候，可以跟你说说话咯。。。
现在一直都这样啊，但是不知道能维持多久？
因为人会变，心会变。。
只是不知道是我先变还是你先变。。

我越来越迷失自己了。。
只会担心你，却忽略了我身边担心我和关心我的人。。
也常常会不知所错。。
忘记做些什么事。。
常常不睡。。不吃。。
常常会被骂笨但是朋友还是继续支持我的所作所为。。
哎。。。。
对不起啊姐妹们 ((=

我现在该怎么做我都不知道。。
但，我常常跟人说，“就随着感觉走吧”。
我现在就是这么不理智的随着感觉走。。。

希望在这期间，
我的思想能赶快长大！！！

)'=

2010-01-29T15:31:00.002+08:00

很多很多的话很想说。。
但怎么也说不出口。。
更没有勇气说。。。。

我很痛苦啊！！

1 day trip @ KD. -.-

2010-01-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

today.. cooked pasta and then send over to baobei at damansara.
(=
then,camwhore while waiting for mandy to reach the curve.
=))
i dono y baobei look so lengchai today..
with new hairstyle and make ups all..
maybe later wanna go kao lui =p
CURANG gila!! (X

i really like you with yr braces la baobei! haha.

but eventho he didnt comb his hair.
or put any make ups.
he still look good to me (=
just like that dayy at the curve! haha.
i dun dare to post up his homewear pics..
later u all fall in lovee with his cuteness!
Muahahaha!

SEEEEEEEEE! so yeng zai.

rain so damn heavy at 5..
waited for cab around 5 sumthg at the roadside.
tak ada cab..
then went to the main entrance and CALLED for cab..
for 3 freaking times.. till 6.35 oni got 1 stupid cab came..
so happy coz i m seriously half dead and omost fainted!
mana tau..
JAM laaa pulak!
after jam-ing for 20 minutes, im still around that area!
MCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it took me 30 minutes to reach Curve from KD...
where the place actually took 5 minutes to reach.
damn jibai rite!

but still i feel so excited after i saw CURVE.
quickly pay and jump off from the damn cab..
and walk quickly to Gardens..
kesian my dear mandy..
waited me for damn long >.<

this sui poh tell me she gonna wear cincai..
and she wore this (=
and guess what i wore?
trying so hard to look young but i look........
damn lapsap okay!
HMPH!!

i loveee u mandy babe. <3

迟来的祝福。

2010-01-19T14:29:00.007+08:00

Well, a totally late post for SetYee's birthday celebration.
Story begins at Sense Cafe,IOI Mall and then continued at The Library,Damansara.
But is at different day (:
Happy Belated to my Dearest Baby Fu Set Yee!!
loveeee u uncountable times! hehehe.

Cutee setyee <3

this one is syiok sendiri..
ownself clap hand after finish singing birthday song..
haha!
cute dao..

setyee n me.

sweet mAndy n cute setyee.

Julio n setyee.

me n mAndy <3

Julio n me.

Julio, mandy, setyee n me. <3

Second round,The Library..
Cute Setyee with her 4th birthday cake.
Muahaha!

Julio and setyee.

mAndy n me in the car while waitin for baobei's fwen.
To go to The Library (=

me is drunk and i realy dono wht the heck im doing.
yeah i noe i look ugly.
but i somehow love this pic.
haha!

mAndy, me, baobei and setyee.

<3 em' ALL!! <3

Joey and setyee.

Sky and Setyee.

Sky and juliO, the 2 lengcais of the nitee ^^

Group picture XD

Next update will be updated nex week after bck from Penang.
Wootz!
this whole mnth's time is fully boooooked by jimuis and job.
Muahaha!
i lovee u all.

Wow. This is really a long long article =P

2010-01-11T00:58:00.011+08:00

.and yes.
im not dead.
blog is not dead too (:
New Year New Blogskin New Post New Pictures.

had some fun working under Macassio with some collegues..
but now the contract is over.
feel so sad that i couldnt meet them that often anymore.
5 months is not long,and its not short tho.
we get scolded together, get sales together, gossip together, break together, shop together.
whoa! so fun~
but now everyone is busy looking for jobs..
and other thngs..
havent been meeting anyone of them for 2 weeks...

Max's body.
Our Tshirt -.-
Muahahaha.

HuiLing.me.PhaikPhaik.

Alex.me.

me.ive.

me.shaun.

ive.darren.huiLing.

ive.me.huiLing.
I feel soooooooo warm having u guys with me (:

me.phoebe.

during my 20th birthday party.
Some of my collegues came too (:
Terrance,Phoebe,Evon,HuiLing,Shaun.
Those that came but nt in the picture is,
Reid,Eric,Kelvin.

Max.me.Liam.Ricky.
Came after work (:
Appreciated!

me.vinney.

me.guojie.

KY.

gAgA!

'

Masaccio Family!!
Drawn by Liam Tan (:

at the same time,wish everyone happy new year!
hope its nt too late to update and wish today. hehe.
i have a new fren now and her name is Set Yee!
she damn lenglui. jealous daooooooooooooo. HMPH!
so frm today onwards, i have mandy kong and fu set yee with me oredy.
even if the whole world also dun wanna choi me.
bt i noe both of them wont leave me XP
too bad. we're nt together to welcome the new year 2010.
hmph.

but still,have a great K session with Julio and SetYee at 1Utama (:

SetYee. trying to make herself look fat to cover me.
but no use. she still look so slim!
hehe.

me and lenglui dearie setyee.

Went to Giant to look for Jayson for lunch @ Kenny Roger.
yummy!
When wanna go again lar baobei.
I want u to cut for me and feed me XP
Yummy!
hahax..

Cutey baobei with his lovely braces.

Love is all around = Smokes is all around.
Muaahahaha!

walao. dun look at his eye. will kena electric shot geh!
zZZzzZZzzZZzzZZzz.
Luckily im with my specs now.
Else.......................

Having frens around is really warm.
Theres some frens came back from overseas which i havent meet yet.
I cant wait to meet them but cant get a right time.
I miss them so much.
Penny.Nicole.Peggy.
Hope to meet u guys soon before u guys leave!!

Went to Shogun with Esther during Xmas i guess.
IF im not mistaken >.<
but just 1 comment.
THE FOOD THERE.......
SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had been stayin at Puchong pass few days.
Sleep,eat and play with Esther's baby princess.
SHE IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE!

Might clean and decorate some CNY accessories tomoro at my house (:
My mum love it so much.
So i went to Petaling Street that day with Esther+Chris and bought for her.
Its really cheap there and pretttty!
But i dont really noe hw to decorate. So, just bought a bit only.
Nex week might be going again and get moreeeeeeeeeeeee reddish accessories XP

Went and eat the damn pedas food that is quite famous at Petaling Street too.
YUMMMMMMMMMMY!!
but behtahan,after that meal still hafto fight for toilet!!!
coz tooooooooooooooo spicy in the stomach dy. HAHA!!

Chris chong a.k.a Lucas Chong a.k.a Yeng Kor.
Cut his hair at one of the saloon in Petaling Street.
COOL LEH!
YENG LEH!
hahahah..

Esther.
Digital perm her hair in one of the saloon at Petaling Street too (:

Prawn.

Squid.

ikan pari.

YESSS i noe the picture of the food here look so eww rite!!
Coz eating halfway dy oni remember to take picture..
HAHAHAA!!
paiseh ah~

Wow.This is really a long long article.
Hope readers dont get bored.
As i really quite long didnt update my blog already.
So many thngs happen but these are some of the articles that i wanted to blog about.
(I guess)
I cant remember theres anythng else that i need to blog and post up the pictures..
Bt i'll end this article here and think about a great ones to blog about tmr.

Good nite everyone.
XOXO.
mwah!

-signing off,
Christine.-

Happy 20th Birthday to meeeeeeeeee ^^

2009-11-25T22:48:00.007+08:00

.me n my cake.

wheeeeee (:
a bit to late to blog about but i still wanna blog. hahax.
happy birthday to me XD
im 20th this year!! wootz ~~

have a birthday party at my hse..
invited some of my relatives, collegues and frens :)
thankiew for coming.. thanks a lot!!

Collegues.

Kengkawans.

my parents and me and my brother.

my godfather,aunty and me..

manyi,me and uncle.

my family and me XD

Me,chris,chunchun and uncle peter.

me and the kids.

uncle from JB.

my collegues ^^
Terrance,KY,huiling,me and evon.

My collegues. came after work ^^
max,me,liam n ricky.

terrance and me.

cheeman,chiaching,jason,teck ru,karmun,chiawei n me.

frens from digital mall.
came after work oso..
sky,me,ryan,edwin n clement.
hou gan dong arrr~~~

peisan dajie, me and meifenn (:
so far away to my bday party.
and i make u guys feel so left out..
im sowwwyyy!!! :(

me n jian...

-The End.-
Happy birthday to Christine^^
Happy 20th birthday to me XD

other thn saying thanks,i oni can say thanks..
really hafto thanks to the ppl that came and celebrate with me (:
from klang..from jb..from sg..from work..
mwah mwah mwah.
i loveee u guys!!

(:

2009-10-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

最近一直没有update部落格。。
因为我的life没什么特别。。
没什么好写的。。。
看看我的鬼照片吧 (=

♥ 郑元畅 ♥

2009-10-06T15:29:00.005+08:00

心理的歌
我只想唱给你听。

够。力。帅！

隆重介绍，歌坛新人，唱片新人。。

Joseph
~~♥ 郑元畅 ♥~~

郑元畅。
小名是小綜~
模特儿出身~
之前都是拍戏。。拍了11部戏。。
其中呢，
《爱情魔咒》
《庚子风云》
《第一桶金》
《蔷薇之恋》
《恶作剧之吻》
《恶作剧2吻》
《我的亿万面包》
。。等等。。

现在又用了另一个新的身份出来。。
就是唱歌啦 ^^

很可爱的歌声，很努力的歌声，很感动的歌声。。
比起之前，他真的进步好多好多呢！！
郑元畅真的很努力哦！！
超爱他嘛！！！

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AisYXHVRk4g

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkzeGrRl5P4

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所以没有办法把video放在我的部落里。。
不过，你们真的一定要看。。
因为他真的很棒！！

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很geng嘛！！
不晓得他什么时候会来马来西亚。。
每天在做梦会遇见他 >.<
哈哈。。疯了~

帅呆了 @_@

Ivan's 17th birthday.

2009-09-28T14:44:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to SK, Ivan Chong Sai Khong.
Happy 17th birthday (:
Omg. he is actually still so young >.< LOLZ!

Well,still grew up ady lorh.
Dont act like a kid anymore. DOnt even look like a 17 year old -.-

Celebrated it at Neway,Puchong with his bunch of cute frens,me,my aunty and aunty's frens.
I think he enjoyed~
Coz nvr take him to celebrate his bday before * i thnk*
Well,some pictures to sharee =)

Ivan's classmates..

ivan and aunty.

Ivan,aunty and me.

Aunty and frens.

Aunty,me and her fren.

Aww..kesian! wahahaha.
Hope u enjoy lah! =)

u.n.t.i.t.l.e.d~

2009-09-18T02:45:00.003+08:00

The recent me~
nowadays very very lazy to update blog.
coz of tired after work.
and also,
nothing much to update tho >.<

camwhore pics~

today is brian phang's birthday!!
lets wish him a 21st birthday =)
he must be busy to celebrate with his buddy(s).
wish u have a great party yaH! big big boi le (:

无聊的时候部落的~

2009-09-04T10:50:00.001+08:00

正在用着iPhone来更新。。
因为现在在做工。。
感觉上超久没有更新了。。
想念大家呢！
最近过得好不好啊？
有睡好吗？

好闷哦在这里。。。
已经连续两天我没sales了。。
担心！！担心hit不了target。。。。。。

可是就幸好有一大班搞笑的同事一起陪我没有sales咯。。。
heehee！

加上最近又失眠。。
那个心情啊真的很糟糕呢！！
昨晚有宝贝陪我聊电话一下子咯。。
要不然也是睡不着的。。。
我告诉他，他就好像是我的安眠药。。
我要听到他的声音才能睡。。代表他的重要性嘛。。。
还要被他骂哦。。。。
无辜到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
而且我只是一两个月没去找他和见到他，
然后没去他的生日会而已嘛。。。
他居然这样就爱上了别的女人叻！！
够力伤心啊！！
呵呵。。。。。。。。。。。。

好啦。要上班了。。
要不然会被diao哦。。。。
so，
everybody let's 加油咯^^

UPDATE LAAAAAAAA!! ^^

2009-08-24T02:36:00.006+08:00

WOW!
seems so long didnt blog..
but actually its nt that long tho..haha..

standby for 2 weeks neh...
2 weeks no schedule,no roadshows..
sighs,
1 week passed..
i feel like a dead person..
everyday stay at home AND lie on the bed..
even whn im havin my lunch also IN THE ROOM!
bcoz was home alone for few days..
wuwuwu :( do u noe hw lonely isit?
hahax.
Went to Reid's birthday party that day at Neway!
some pictures to share ^^

xX ivy and me Xx

xX khim and me Xx
how many times we capture this pic har..
a lot of times loR!
coz he dun smile one lor when he take pics..
GRRRRRRR!

shaun,ivy,kiew and khim.

oops,i only got this 3 pics in my camera..
the rest all is with Deo.. haha paiseh >.< that day i cooked sotong belacan for dinner leh!! sooooooooo sedap XD
and summore its my first time cooking this dish..
so proud ^^
hahaha.. dad says MMMMMMMMMM. ho chiak! hahax.

yummy yummy~

just now when for a movie with parents and brother..
after planned for so long..
feel so nice watching movie with them..
coz if im nt mistaken the last time i watch movie with them is about 10 years ago.
haha!
and i sleep halfway watching Harry Potter..
teruk la!!
damn sleepy @_@
hahax...

and now im really sleepy le..
niteeeeeeeez evryone!
i miss PHAIKKKKKKKKK!!

Maxis Iphone 3GS roadshow + collegues ^^

2009-08-07T23:48:00.005+08:00

wow wow. macam manyak long didnt update my blog..
since i started wid my new work =P
quite satisfy wid my new job and i loveeeeeee it altho it was tiring.
and i get to noe a bunch of really good collegues that is willing to help ;)

some pics of my collegues and me to share..

hui ling,me and phaik..

me and ive..

me and shaun,the top sales ^^

me and phaik phaik..
sadly,she left us oredy :(
gonna miss u loads loads baby phaik!!

me and huiling.

me and vinney~
i keep on look at her on the first day of working..
cz she look like one of the girl in M-Girls.
known as Xiao Ni Ni.. lolz!!

\

Alex and me..
he damn kao fair one..
the more fair guy among all the 20 promoter!!
jealous giler!!

oopsiee. thats all..
i tot i took a lot tim..
haha!
take more nex time lah..
20th will be at Genting roadshow ^^
hoorayyyyyyyyyyyy!!
can take more pic that time =))

woootz!

2009-07-14T01:44:00.003+08:00

Wow.. today last day in Digital Mall le!!
>.<
Sad?or Happy?
i dun feel anythng but missing them. =(
i'll miss the days how they take care of me..
and how some of them "tortures" me! wuahahaaa!!
I WILL COME BACK FOR REVENGE!!!!
hehe.
i love u guys ;)
thanks for helping me all the way along..
u know who u guys were.. <3
loads of loveeeeeeeeeee to u guys.
MUAX!!!

wednesday starting the new job at The Curve..
all the best to me!! =))))

meeting my dearest janice and yumi tmr for lunch..
ciAo first~
nitess!!

goodbye digital mall, hello iphone =)

2009-07-09T15:55:00.004+08:00

嗨，不晓得我的读着还在吗？
很像超久没blog的叻。。。
一直都很想blog。。但是一直很懒惰 -.-
直到今天。。

昨天是我一生最难做出决定的一天。。
我昨天早上，一大早就起床，赶去mid valley。。
interview另外一份工。。
interview成功了，很开心很兴奋！！
可是老板说我一定要在这个月里面开工。。
这真的难倒我了 >.<

再怎么说，
每间公司都有它们的rules就是如果要辞职就一定要提早一个月给通知信。。
可是我竟然只有一个星期的通知。。
而且新公司那边一直吹我。。
根本没给我时间考虑。。
由于那边的工钱实在太高了。。
我根本就没得选择。。。
可是那一通电话，我真的不敢打给我的老板娘。。。
因为公司最近却staff。。。。

哎。。
就心理一直很不安的打给她，告诉她真相。。。
她一开始是不放人的。。
我真的feel很bad很bad。。。
可是，如果我错过了这个机会，不懂等到什么时候才会再有。。。。。
因为我已经错过两次了。。。
所以，再怎么难，再怎么感情好。。
我还是必须要打那一通电话。。
除非，我肯放弃新的那份工作。。
可是，这绝对是不可能的。。。

终于，事情解决了。。
新公司要请我十四号去training,十五号开工。。。
在digital mall这份工呢，
我就要帮他们找一个full timer来代替我。。
只有短短的4天，要怎么找？？？

哎，幸好刚刚我朋友告诉我说他的朋友要找工。。。
就真的松一口气啦！！
可是，怎么心理还是痛痛，不舍和不舒服？
毕竟都在这里做很久了。。
当然会不舍啦。。。
哎。。。
而且又有一班想mandy啊,damien啊，和keat这样的好同事好老板。。
有时候karhow也会来呢~

一起笑一起玩。。
还有给我很多advice =))
真的谢谢咯！！
还有每天载我放工呢！！！
我赚到更多钱的时候，一定请你们去吃shabu shabu的！！！ =))

我又要换工作环境了。。
很怕很怕。。
不懂适应得到吗？
因为我每次做工的地方都是在我家附近。。
现在要跑到mid valley去。。
而且是到处跑的呢。。
做iphone的宣传嘛。。。
到处跑，要搭工public transport。。。
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~
我很少搭巴士。。
似乎是没有的！！！！
怕死了！！！！
加油加油加油~~~
要谢谢kah chun帮我找这一分工。。
希望不会做到不上不下！！

我星期一last day了。。。
有谁还要买东西的啊？
赶快了。。
要不然就没有便宜的咯！！
呵呵~ 往后的日子会忙到hai样酱的了。。
因为需要早出晚归的那种~
哎，做工是这样的咯 =((
明天2点到6点有iphone公司给的training。。
然后晚上8点到10点又有另一份part time的会议。。
walao~ 加油！！！！！

累。

2009-06-30T12:59:00.003+08:00

Faved!
他们两人唱歌真好听~

Kah Fai(輝仔)-斷絕來往(原唱:陳伯宇)/決戰2世組

Min-你很愛她/愛要坦蕩蕩

haizz。
我很痛苦。
很累。
痛苦到我呼吸不过来。
累到我一躺下去就不想再起来了。

不懂怎么说。
我很想每天开开心心，哈哈大笑的过我的日子。
可是，不管我再怎么哈哈大笑，那个问题始终都还没解决，
还在。。。
一下子要改变真的很难。。
我也不懂要等到什么时候。。
我很想放弃，可是又不想被人看遍。。。。。
就一直在撑啊撑的。。

很累 ):

Digital Mall三天carnival + midnight sales。。

2009-06-29T16:40:00.014+08:00

Digital Mall 3 天 carnival sales。。。
今天最后一天了。。。
妈的！！
累到hai样酱！！！！！！
人是很多啦。。。很多“叉烧”！！
就是只会看，不会买的那种咯。。。。
买的也有很多啦。。
就，simi 人都有咯。。
麻烦的，爽快的。。都有~~

昨天星期六carnival midnite sales到十二点。。
都没人了。。
你知道我们做了什么白痴的事情吗？
就是自拍和自恋！哈哈。。。。

这些全部都是 PC HOME的工作人员。
哈哈哈。。。。

jixiang咯。。。自恋狂来的。。

soon keat咯。。偷拍的。。哈哈。。。

我们PC HOME家最可爱的mandy~

白痴。
啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
这些都是我帮他设计的造型。。。
cool吧！！！

digital mall里面不懂是下雨还是很晒啦。。
哈哈。。。
这个白痴真可爱。。

soon keat~

karhow咯！！装酷在那边。。

我和jixiang咯。。。

hmm..我们PC HOME做的sales。。
要看看吗？？

这些是cooling pad咯。。
还有card reader咯。。
都很便宜嘛~

thumbdrive咯。。。

golla 的包包。。。

laptop beg。。

keyboard。。

hard drives。。。
什么brand都有。。

webcam。。。

mouse。。

travel adaptor/universal adaptor。。。

memory cards和mp3/mp4。。
都是sony的~~

memory cards。。

USB Joystick。

Digital Photo Frame。。
这个超酷的。。
我超爱咯！！！

RMVB Player。。
这个player，你可以把你download下来的戏，
copy进去thumbdrive或hard drive里，
然后插在这个player，再把这个player connect去电视/lcd monitor，
就可以看你所download的戏了。。
不需要用电脑看。。。因为电脑screen小小这样，
很伤眼睛叻~~

这些是Headphones咯。。
有logitech，有sony和中国牌子~
也就是说，没有牌子~~
lol。。

这些人是干吗的你们知道吗？
因为啊，买上rm100，加多rm10，就可以买到一个printer啊，thumbdrive等等的。。
这些人叻，就是在抢货的咯~~
我圈圈起来的那个就是我妈啦~~~
哈哈。。。。

有一个顾客还更夸张。。
上来我的kiosk买一个16gb的thumbdrive，rm98。。
他给一百块。。
还有rm2要给回他，他都不要叻。。
要下去排队抢东西比较实际~
扎到！！！！！

今天终于最后一天了。。。
累到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
哈哈，不过也好。。
因为我开的每一张单，都是钱耶！！
我的comission啊~~~~~
爽死！！！！哈哈。。。

hapy papa day ^^

2009-06-21T23:10:00.004+08:00

sick for so many days ady..
fever for so many days ady..
finally now im still alive! lol.
and im still able to BLOG! tadaaaaaaaaaaaa.

happy fathers day!! =))
had dinner wid papa and mami and didi just now @ steamboat @ subang..
very fun o~
coz papa make loads of jokes..
kekekekeke!!!
laugh non stop...
then mami keep on talk bout shit and pee!!
ewwwwwwwwww. hahahaha!!!

then,house got no water to shower lo.. haiz!!
so poor thing rite..
weather ady hot like kisiao..
summore no water -.-
but luckily my dad still got leave a bit bit water for me and arvil that come home late frm work la..hahaha!!

after the steamboat session,i lao sai non stop lor..
lao sai at digital mall ady..
but come how canot lao sai le..
COZ NO WATER FOR ME LE!!!!
wuwuwuwu :(
stomach so pain..
i wonder isit bcoz of the.........................food? =(
so cham hor,want to laosai oso canot get to lao... wuwuwuu!!

went to station one that nite,on friday..
to support support kahjun's new song..
mana tau reach there,he ady sing..
wabiang@@@@@@@@@@
go there bout half an hour,then leave looo..
coz was quite crowded there,and was damn headache and sick ler..
haha..
record one small video of zchen singing kuai le only..
share share lo ^^
thanks to chinman for fetchin me there =))

tats it!
taaaaaaaaaaa~

i still need to laosai now =(((((
anyone willing to borrow me their toilet?
hohohoho.

siCK!

2009-06-16T13:55:00.002+08:00

i feel so sick. :(

very very sick!. :'(

damn sick.! ):

period,
stomach ache.
feel like vomitting.

headache.
fever.
sorethroat.

im sweating in the air cond place.

chinman came over jz nw.
and he get shocked.
cz i look so freaking pale.
until he cant even recognize me.!

i just feel like im gonna die soon.!
SOON!

~

2009-06-15T12:57:00.006+08:00

Billy performances!!
FAVED!

and.. and..
Alvin ;)
he sang so niceeeee...
Moreover,is the song that i faved! hahax..

lol..nothing much lar..
early in the morning till nw..
i still feel very sleepy *yawn!*
and moodless...
PMS-ing also..
xians!

碎.

2009-06-14T03:41:00.002+08:00

it's 3.45 in the morning now.
and i just wanted to say,
i've saw something,heard something and i learned..
but still,from this second,this moment...
我心碎了。我真的真的碎了。

baobei rush me go sleep ady.!
lol.
ciaoz and nite ^^

An article about Jayson Tai the baobei~

2009-06-12T13:46:00.008+08:00

Yesterday,was DAMN sleepy after i reach home..
So i shower,and then wanted to sleep..
before i sleep,i talked to Mandy about "something".. HAHAX!
ladies secret marrrrrrrr~~
talk for 1 hour plus ++++ >.<
then become VERY semangat ady..
canot sleep jor @_@
was on the bed turn here and there..
for almost 1 hour+ still canot sleep...
at around 1.58 a.m,i decided to call a fren to talk..
till i can sleep..
but suddenly cant think of any frens that dun sleep at nite..
haha.. suddenly,it makes me think of my Baobei~~

So,from 1.58 a.m..
We start gossiping la.. going toilet and pee la...
Take out contact lense la..
Eat rice la..(at midnite the baobei ate rice -.-)
then,wash plates la..
change clothes la...
Laugh la.. talk la..
Discussed about Quattro la..
cakes la..
and he actually duno wads a cup cakes..
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!
oops =X
So,i decided to post here and let baobei jayson noe,
APA ITU CUPCAKES! lol.

WOW ,seems like we did loads of thngs in the phone hurh..
and when i was about to hang up the phone..
OMG,please guess wat was the time..
GUESS.
GUESS.!

it's 4.41 IN THE MORNING~
geng boh?
lol!

and i really feel DAMN SLEEPY NOWWWWWWWWW!!!!!
wuwuwu :'(

P/S:

Jayson will be celebrating his 17th birthday on 24th of July.
At Quattro.
Anyone who is readin this blog,want to noe this cute and lengchai fren of mine,
Do come ya! =)
Let me know.
And and and,no spend spend de ar..
tarak belanja belanja punya...
A-A zai~
u wanna go,u pay for it =)

chiAkz!~ U're invited to Jayson's 17th bday!

2009-06-10T11:39:00.011+08:00

chiAk*

Recently,i think i sleep a lot..
But i still feel damn tired every morning..
And damn sleepy..
I wonder why...
Till today,i finally know y...

I dont know y,will automatically wake up at 5 o clock..
EVERY FUCKING DAY!
Then very very hard to sleep back already..
Haiz, why like that...
NO WONDER i feel so TIRED!
=(
i didnt had a good tight sleep for few days ady..
sighss...

Off on last saturday..
Meet up with Mandy in the morning..
at Timesquare..
Then met Jayson..
HE IS DAMN KANASAI LORRR..
coz he came damn late!
Went there singK..
Muahahaha!
and i din noe that he actually can sing de lor =X
paiseh paiseh~

Oh yea,Jayson will be celebrating his 17th birthday on 24th of July.
(dai gor zai lor...) big big boi ady!!
At Quattro.
Anyone who is readin this blog,want to noe this cute and lengchai fren of mine,
Do come ya! =)
Let me know.
And and and,no spend spend de ar..
tarak belanja belanja punya...
A-A zai~
u wanna go,u pay for it =)

P/s: to the ppl out there. u shud noe who u are tho. please learn how to respect ppl. dun just simply judge ppl by the outlooks. and u dun even noe him/her. LEARN. LEARN! LEARN to respect,then ppl will respect u. kay?

feelings。

2009-06-07T13:27:00.004+08:00

不晓得要blog about what。。
很像很多事情都想说可是又不懂要从那里说起？
妈妈为了我的事情不开心，哭了。。
我又何尝不心疼呢？
可是我也有自己的problem啊。。。
为什么妈妈只会想要担心和保护。。
却不试一下去understand我叻？
我知道，最近都出很多。。
我也不懂什么时候开始会有这种出去“喝酒”的习惯。。
因为失眠真的真的很痛苦！！
喝醉了比较好睡。。
而且睡之前都不会想多多。。。

不懂。。
如果再这样喝下去的话，应该会死得很快吧！
因为一路来我的胃都没有很好的。。。
不懂什么时候会死去。。
所以我都把每一天都当作是我的最后一天。。
去玩够本！！
珍惜和爱护身边的朋友和家人。。。
这样比较好过 =))
因为我真的很想做一个开开心心快快乐乐的人。。。
把烦恼丢掉！！！！！！！！！

我也希望，我身边的朋友和家人啊。。
都要过得快快乐乐。。
健健康康嘛 (=

im not trying to be optimistic..
but yeah,人是很化学的咯！！

A nite without raining.

2009-06-05T17:35:00.005+08:00

Barcelona nite.
Im not a first timer to clubs but this is my first time to bar celona :)
damn pack damn a lot of ppl..
Many feedbacks frm my frens saying that bar celona loads of lalaz..
but i thnk it was quite ok ;)
doesnt mean that im 1 of the lala owh..
HAHA..
and i seriously DO ENJOY~
hahax.. thx to william and sam for fetching..
and thx for jayson and frens for coming ^^

No time for pictures,as they were very busy jumping and dancing.
wahaha!
nex timeeeee ba ^^

=)

2009-06-04T13:56:00.004+08:00

took this picture few days back at Circle Cafe with Mandy..
was down on that day,so Mandy took me out..
and we had alcohol there~~
but actually,me only..haha..
coz i dont allow her to take it as she have to drive back home..
redddd face i have >.< thanks baobei =)) i loveee u so much!

Went to genting on tuesday,just came back yesterday..
TIRED!
but have a lil bit fun there (=
the main reason is...
coz i dun have to work. haha!

hmph~
but still,EMO a bit..
coz,suddenly thought of something....

自从三年前我跟“他”之间出现了第三者。。
一听王力宏的forever love,眼泪就开始一直流一直流。。
这三年来，没有一首歌是会令我流泪。。。
直到现在，这首张慧妹的真实。。

你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨

只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真

太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

还有。。
张宇的伞下。。

这场雨会不会下不完
这一刻最好能更缓慢
有些话就像撑不开的伞
明明想靠近对方却出现一种阻挡
让心慌张

你有我没有过的向往
我才会一路苦苦追赶
我只有过往却没有远方
迟迟不放的痴狂怎会在多年以后
变成这样

我们在伞下如此执着凝望
爱与割舍来回碰撞
想牵手走不同的方向是綑绑
我们在伞下准备失去对方
带着了解微笑和泪光
我会祝福你伞外的世界有一片蔚蓝

我到底怎么了？

。。。

2009-05-30T13:08:00.002+08:00

心。。。痛痛！！

说出去的话，收不回来了。。
可是，我却很想收回来。。

Namo Amitabha.! Jaya Supermarket accident: Workers trapped, one dead

2009-05-29T00:35:00.004+08:00

Namo Amitabha.
O Mei To Fhat.

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN!!!

The landmark Jaya Supermarket building in Section 14 in Petaling Jaya collapsed after demolition operations went awry Thursday afternoon.

>.<
This is just right beside digital mall..
SOO SCARYYY AR!
Digital mall suddenly got gempa bumi...
and i was lookin at Mandy thn she oso look at me..
Suddenly,heart beat so damn fast...
So i thought it was ppl pushing heavy stuff with troly..
thats y we feel like we're moving when we dont =.=

Suddenly jixiang came up,and he say Jaya supermarket collapsed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then suddenly we mentioned about car..
AND mandy parked her car,just nex to the building!!
we were damn worried.. she worry MORE la..
damn scared anythng will happen to her car..
then quickly ran down and see..
LUCKILY nth happened. just loads of dust.
FUH~

(Click at the pic to enlarge it)

But we really feel pity to the workers there lor..
can u imagine,like wat my collegue says,
they all come here susah susah earn money for family..
and this happened to them..
awwww.........
i dont know why,my heart feel so sucky..
feel so sad and feel so bad...
haiz..
hope all the workers also R.I.P lor!!!

For more detail information,
click on this.

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/5/28/nation/20090528182444&sec=nation

More pics to be uploaded tomoro..
If there's any for me to take down la..

hapy birthday to mah dy dyyy~

2009-05-28T12:05:00.007+08:00

Wow,好像还蛮久没有跟爸爸妈妈和弟弟一起拍照了耶。。。
wow,seems damn long didnt take any pics wid my family le..

昨天是爸爸生日。。
yesterday is daddy's bday...

as usual，拿蛋糕。。放工然后用sweater包着蛋糕，
as usual,take the cake,finish work then go home..
cover the cake wid my sweater..

不要给老爸看到我买的蛋糕。。
so that my dad cant see the cake XD

快快进房间然后拿去fridge。。
quickly put inside the fridge..

等妈妈回来~
wait for my mum to come back~

因为外婆刚去世没多久的关系所以都不能吹蜡烛。。。
my grandmama just pass away nt long ago,
so my dad is not allowed to blow the candle...

所以只是随随便便的buy一个蛋糕来吃。。
so,just simply buy a cake and eat lo~~

我表弟送给我老爸的胡须。。
a gift from my cousin brother to my dad..
a fake moustache.. >.< haha! damn cute!!

我弟弟。。。
超look like a 变态老要带小妹妹去看金鱼。。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。
my brother..
look like a pervert!!!!

我叻！
哈哈。
meeeeeeee. haha!

我，爸爸，妈妈。
me.daddy.mummy.

我有点觉得爸爸好像老很多了耶。。
也瘦了很多。。。
i somehow think that my dad look very old ady..
and oso lose a lot of weight..

因为身体不舒服的关系?
because of health problem?

哎。。。
haiz..

然后妈妈昨天说爸爸最近不是很开心。。
and oso my mummy say that my daddy not very happy recently o..

应该是烦恼着钱的问题吧。。
maybe coz of financial problem ba....

我该怎么做才能令爸爸开心一点呢？
wat should i do to make my dad mor happy ler?

连拍照都没笑。。。
even take picture also didnt smile =(

怎么办?????????

爸爸生日快乐。。

2009-05-27T01:02:00.004+08:00

突然间有一种冲动感说，

我是时候要认真的想一下自己的路该怎么走才会看得到未来。
我不想再浪费时间了。
我想好要怎么怎么去做了，可是最难过的是我得不到妈妈的认同。。
可能，我在妈妈眼中还是个长不大的小孩吧。。
妈妈想保护我。。妈妈的苦心，我了解。

可是，

我不懂我选择的路，日后会走得怎样。。
但是至少，我有尝试过。。我知道这条路是不行的，我就会找其他的路。
人，来到这个世界本来就要面对挫折和尝试啊。。
为什么不给我一个机会？
或许我不会喜欢那样的路，可是如果是会让我的生活环境更好一点，
不妨试试吧？
我不想再浪费时间了。。
我已经浪费了两年的时间。。

所以现在好像努力，认真，勇敢的去尝试一条我该选择的路。。
我真的会把它给好好走。。。。。。。。
我自认，我是很爱玩。。
可是，这些都不会影响到我的！！

妈妈。。
有很多次很想好好坐下来跟你谈谈。。
可是每次谈不到很多句，就因为你一直认为我是不行的。
认为我只是三分钟热度。。
认为我很心野，就不要给我去尝试。。
你说的没错，我很会花钱。。
所以我才更应该赚更多的钱，不是吗？？？

妈妈，
我要跟你道歉。
我知道我刚才说的话都伤害到你了。。
可是，这都是因为我还没把话说完，你就不认同我了。。
我尊重你才想要跟你说啊！
如果不尊重你的话，我根本就不会想要跟你讨论好不好！
我的出发点是希望我们的生活可以过得好一点点！！！！

我知道我写在部落是很没用因为你不会来看。。
可是我真的不懂要怎么跟你说！！！！！

今天是爸爸生日。。
祝爸爸生日快乐。。。
身体健康。。
身体赶快好起来。。
不要再一直生病了。。。
不要天天苦着脸啦 =)
没有你和妈妈，就不会有今天的我。。
所以，我好爱你哦！！

YO! lets wish my daddy happy birthday marr =))

hope u can get a good result on nex week's singing competition..
i support u morally like how u used to support me..
without u and mummy,i wont be in this world.
i lap u <3

Farewell for KY.

2009-05-22T19:43:00.006+08:00

KONGYEWWWW! miss u ):

Nothing much to blog about lar..
Just take a look at the pics lor...

Thanks Jason and CC for fetchin me there =))
Eating halfway then come fetch me wor.. XD

Steamboat at SUmmer,Sunway.
This picture taken in the lift.

The blackie PET PET group XP
It wasnt planned tho!
but we are alll in black!! hahax..

me and KY.

Chin man and me.

KY,me and Chin MAn.

eat until SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN FULLLLL lor that nite..
hehe!
look at our table =.=\\\\\\\

actually there are more food I GUESS,
coz i came late.
and they take away some plates ady..
fuiyoh! scary. manyak scary!!
ahaha..
kongyew u must comeback every weekend!!
gonna miss u..the "cocks" day.. and our yamcha session.. HEHE!!

Circle,PyramidAllen

2009-05-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

ALLENN!!!!!
lose weight le neh!! XD

Both of them sing so well =))
Zhi yong and Allen.

thanks Arvil for accompany-ing me there =))
heehee!!

Thanks to CHin Man for fetchin me there..
Thanks to Allen for fetching me back..
Thanks to Arvil for accompany me there XD
sooooooo happy! he sang the song that i liked. HAHA <3

Circle,Pyramid.Mandy

2009-05-19T12:03:00.005+08:00

woopz. yesterday got 1 sms from Mandy..
Saying that her timetable change ady..
She will be singing yesterday..
So,very last minute i asked soon keat to fetch me to pyramid..
Thanks and sorry ya darling.. to mafanz u..
Reach there ady,sitting alone there.. >.<>

aCTually there are some recordings..
but due to the low quality camera of mine,that can't zoom..
it makes the picture blurrrrrrrrr..

mandy sang very niceeeeeeeeeeeee!!
gan-dong-ed!
thanks for fetchin me allllll the way back to pj XD
mwax. heehee.

and really have to thanks to Chin man,jasyon and CC..
come over to sunway coz they scared no one fetching me back..
AWWWWWWWW. gan-dong-ed! HEHE!
thanks yaa@!

Circle,Pyramid.

2009-05-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

Yo Peeps!

See u guys at Circle Cafe @ Pyramid on this Tuesday,19th of May ya ;)
Allen will be performing..

i'll be there by 10..ALONE!!
must come and accompany me...
and oso to give support okie XD

I've done 69 out of the 125 stupidest things.

2009-05-15T11:49:00.003+08:00

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) dumped someone
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
( ) Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 9

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (Tylenol counts)
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant/couldn't Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game =)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 19

Level 9
( ) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 19

Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 22

Level 11
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 24

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 25

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced (HAHAHA)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 28

Level 14
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 31

Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 38

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 39

Level 18
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 40

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 41

Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 43

Level 21
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 46

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (not a big fan)

SO FAR: 48

Level 23
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 49

Level 24
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 54

Level 25
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 57

Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 61

Level 27
(x) Ridden A Roller Coast
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 63

Level 28
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR : 67

Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on

TOTAL: 69

Repost this with the title:
I've done ____ out of the 125 stupidest things

then tag 10 people to do the same.

Janice.
Joanna.
Anna.
whoever laaaaaaaaa.

=))

2009-05-14T17:30:00.006+08:00

有些事情就一定要说出口才会舒服。。
真的。。
可能是忍太久的关系吧。。。

其实我说出来的原因并没有要她跟我道歉。
只是我希望她能懂其实我是真的不喜欢我自己的朋友被说。。。
我爱我的朋友，所以想保护他们。。。
其实都一样。如果你被我其他的朋友说，我也一样会生气。
都是一样的道理。

我没有想过会怪你。
只是一时的耍脾气而已。。
可是竟然你跟我道歉了，就希望你日后不会再这样了。。
这一方面，我们一起改，好吗？
人越长越大就要越成熟。。
不能往后退哦。。

hmm,my mum ask me to celebrate my 21st this year owh..
isnt it WEIRD?
im only 20 tis year arr... >.< pulak =".="" style="font-weight: bold;">
Unless someone is willing to "support" me ma.. HAHA!!

Haiz.
Kongyew is leaving soon le..
CC starting the class soon....
Our yamcha session will be quiet le ba......
Wont be yamcha-ing that often le lor?
and i wont be so tired liao =X
HAHAHAHAHA!!

but honestly,at first i feel DAMN annoying meeting everyday..
but nw i realy get used to it le..
Get used to meeting each other Everyday...
or whenever wanted to meet...
Laugh damn loud ar...
Talk damn loud at the yamcha place ar...
Pet pet here and there arr...
Flying car..Play with the break...
Lie down at the roadside and take pictures...
Scream in the car...
Gossipinggg....
wid..

[[THE PET PET GROUP]]
benben
chin man
kong yew
jason
cc
munkit

oways oso us..together....

WOW. CRAZYYYYY!!!!

haiz,dono after kongyew go kampar ady will used to it or not leh??
hmmmmmmmm...............

Tag Tag~~

2009-05-14T00:33:00.006+08:00

oopz.
got tag tag by janice..

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
cheeks.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
still feel like wants to sleeeeeeeeep! hugggg my pillow tight tighttttt....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
my baobei kongyewww at Jaya 1 old town white coffee jz nw~~

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nah. i dont think so.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
yup yup XD come come~~ haha.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
yaaa. ahahaha! cutey kongyew =p

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
ermm.. probly myself. lol!

8. What does your last text message say?
"good nitez baby XD"

9. What are you thinking right now?
hmm.. thinking of how to lose weight lor..
everyday oso yamcha yamcha.. >.< 10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
i need but i dun want. bcoz i noe even if he is here,the heart wasnt here wid me tho..so.. haha~~

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
uhh damn early. i didnt went out yesterday. raining~~was wet when im home..talk to my parents...gossiping..hahaha..till about 1 ba..

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
my mum bought this for me frm sabah and it became my sleepin suit now. haha!

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
baby damien.....i dono y i suddenly miss him o =X

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
frankie.

Ten lucky person to do tis text

oh god. i oso duno wan to tag who >.<

1. Joanna Lee.
2. Anna Lee.
3. Julio.
4. Chia Ching.
5. Tennee.
6. Yumi.
7. Siu Mei.
8. Jayson.
9. Clarisse.
10. Sai Khong.

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
None.

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Male.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
it wont happen..unless there are lesbo. HAHA!

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
not studying..

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
THEM?!!? err.. recently and some of them,long time back? lol.

20.Is no.4 single ?
HA!too late. now nt single anymre =P

21. Say something about no.2 .
uMMM.. nothng is out frm my brain to describe bout her @_@ paisehzzz.

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
HMM.. imposible. HAHA.

23. Describe no.9
Long hair,pretty,wawa face,skinny,can sing,frenly,smart...CUTE!!!

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
they dono each other worrr...

25. Do you like 8 ?
Yupp! He is a very very cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee cuteeeeeee cuteeeeeyy boi~~

Some words for u.

2009-05-10T19:52:00.004+08:00

多次的容忍会变成一个炸弹。
我真的随时都会爆炸！
请尊重我。

因为我不想我们的友情这样就结束。

或许你不懂你做了什么。。
得罪了我。。
但是我很想要你明白。。
我们活到这么大了。。
什么该说，什么不该说，应该很清楚。。
有时候你说的话很可能就是会伤害到别人，你不晓得。。
但是你想想看如果我也用会同一个字句来说你，
你会怎样？
我是human，我会有脾气。
一次的容忍，两次的容忍，并不代表我日后的日子都会
一直一直的忍下去。

我们都认识这么久了。。
我是怎样的人，难道你还不懂吗？
对你的不满，我从来没瞒过你。
以前的你跟现在的你，差太远了。。真的。。。

任性，幼稚，做作。

你没看过我的男朋友，
你凭什么指正他？
凭什么说他是samseng？
凭什么告诉别人他的所作所为？
就因为你的是读书仔，而他不是吗？
你的就是完美的吗？
我的男朋友是怎样，这跟你有关吗？
会伤害到你吗？

你明明就知道我很讨厌别人在我面前说my loves one。
你偏偏就要在我面前和别人说。。
多kao兰余。

还有，你不是大小姐。
我不是什么事都一定要迁就你的咯。

拜托一下，我不是猴子。
不是每次跟你们出去都要被你们。。耍。。玩。。
我妈生我出来不是被你们拿来开玩笑啊~
你们一定不会想到原来我是会生气的吧。
就因为我忍太久了所以你们就以为我没有脾气。。
你们错了。真的。

我不想明打明说我是生气的因为不想破坏友情。
所以，日后。。少点见面。
少点喝茶就好了。。。
不要再打电话来逼我。
威胁我。
要我出去。

都没用的了。。
我也不会再主动约你们。。
前两个星期会一直一直和你们去，是因为看在KY的份上。。
要不是因为他要去其他地方读书了，
我都不会一直要忍耐你们然后委屈自己。

40th day.

2009-05-09T01:02:00.002+08:00

Grandmama,how are u there in another world?
I hope u are doing fine..
Do u still remember me?
I didnt forget u (:
I miss u calling my name.
I miss u saying "thanks" evrytime after u have any meals wid us.
I MISS U!

hmph..
just came back from yamcha with chin man,cc,jason and kongyew.
So tired.Lie-ing down on my bed.
Suddenly heard some voice comin frm my brother's bed..
Makes me think of my grandmama..
She say another room was damn hot,so she came over to my room and sleep.
I sleep on my own bed. and
She sleeps on my brother's bed..
I miss see-ing her there..

Today is the 40th day my grandmama had leave....

I miss my grandmama much much..much..

=(

友谊。

2009-05-07T00:28:00.001+08:00

突然有一种被耍被玩弄的感觉。
有一个疑问。。。
很好玩吗？
你们在试探什么？
而且最糟糕的是我没有收到任何的道歉。。
我在期待什么啊？
你们的道歉吗？
无所谓啦。。
都不重要了。。
如果有心的话，道歉不是很难啊。。。
这已经足够证明了一切的玩弄~
而且先说明，我是不会主动。。
因为不是我的错！！
最多就大家抱着一起死啦! ！

Do u noe wat is posers? hmmm...

2009-05-05T14:35:00.009+08:00

Hmph,yesterday suddenly have the mood to go out.
Called Chin Man ask him whether is free to yamcha or not.
Then he give me A LOT of excuses lor.
FIne lor.Go shower then sleep ady..
Sleep about 40 mins liddat,he called and ajak go yamcha..
SWEAT =.=\
sleeping halfway de lor~~~~~
Nvm lor,since i slept for half an hour oni ma. Mah go yamcha wid him and CC lor =)
and oso MunKit ^^
with my uncomb hair + small lil cute eye ^^
HAHAHA!!

At first,wanted to go Murni..
then actually Murni closed every monday de lor.
Haiz we went at the wrong time =(
Then,they all wanted to go KL.. JUST TO YAMCHA..
and i didnt bring my IC =)))
coz i tot goin to mamak oni mar.. haiyo~

Then Chin Man fetch me back and take my IC -.-
So he actually drove us around 25 minutes ady
AND we're still at PJ area -.-
about 12.25 liddat,we FINAALLLYYYY bertolak ke Asia Cafe~
fuh!
its quite late ady and we actually order QUITE a lot of food -.-
canot finish sial.
HAHA!
THen after that,CC hiao la..
Chin Man oso hiao..
wana go pool -.-
i ady damn sleepy o =((((
Hmph,nvm lor. Follow ni la.. coz i oso din go before =X
JAKUN rite! lol.

this one..only noe how to POSE. LOL!
canot hit balls one..

this one realy can play de lor...
lol but 10 balls only went in 1 la..
HAHA!
oops =X

and this is wat we called PRO! XD
diperkenalkan,Munkit~
want to noe him ar?
mmm,PM me la.
i will consider XD

the one that can play is teaching the laoya ones XD
Jason,dun get angry oh!
He nvr bok mung a~ heehee.

If u duno wat poser is,
this is it. =)
THE POSERS~

Chin Man is trying to molest,
and CC shouted
"WOI wats wrong wid yr hand?"
lol. actualy chin man just wan to take a pic wid cc.
wid his hand on her shoulder. HAHA~

POSER SIUT!

=.=\

damn behtahan rite -.-

the pro,Mun Kit and the average ones, dailou chin man~

MunKit the pro and CC the laoya~

MunKit the pro,CC the laoya and Chuiman the photographer XD

me and cc~

-the end-
reach home around 3 i guess..
and im darn tired + sleepy now 0.0
!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

2009-05-04T14:24:00.002+08:00

nooooooo he is not my bf.
can't u see? im elder thn him like..6 years.
lol,but LOOK damn sweet rite?
so i posted it here lol~

omg and now its May already..
haiz~
3 more mnths to august owh..
is there anythng for me to stop the time?
and for u to accompany me more?
for me to see u more?
and listen to your voice...... ):

i love and miss u so much owh.

wuliao article XD

2009-05-01T20:30:00.004+08:00

haiz. damn tired today.
yesterday nite slept at 10.
veru good girl hor...
then around 2,chin woke me up ):
canot sleep dy,come online...
chat wid the jimui and chin..
chat till bcome damn semangat and dun feel like sleeping ady..
1 hour after,hanson came on9..
chat till 5.5oa.m -.-
GENG?
he was busy blogging and uploading his langkawi trip pics lor..
then me..
haiz everyone slept ady,i oso duno wanna find who chat..
then was serving around ppl's bloggy..
kepochi a bit ma XD
serve..serve..till i sleepy liao @_@
cz hanson oso reply VERY slow.. haiz..
today woke up at 10.30.
i woke up late ):
and the best thing is,i reach digital mall BY 10.50 le.
GENG?
shower then straight away come dy.
didnt even comb hair. HAHA!
and oso no make up. >.<

damn dulan lar.
the line here seriously bad.
i cant even CHAT.
kns!
tonite might be sleeping early..again~~~
hohoho!!

terence (;

2009-04-29T18:05:00.004+08:00

very very miss 1 person..

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(picture was taken on the 21st of july 2007.)

and we have nt been meeting THAT long. );
i miss u.
i miss u and your small eye.
i miss u and your performances.
i miss the days we hang out @ pyramid wid janice they all.

few days back,u promised u will come on9 often.
im still waiting. (:
take good care!!

>.<

2009-04-28T18:14:00.002+08:00

just now..
too bored ady..
went through my Wretch blog..
Check out all the previous post bck...

hmphh..
there are complaints..and happiness memories XD
i read back the article of my 19th birthday..
I FEEL SO XING FU!!!!
but that was happened 5 months ago le >.<
so so so hope i can have a life thats so happy everyday o...
>.<
seems like,all the post...
the most happy one oso the birthday article only..
haiz.....

PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED!

2009-04-27T17:22:00.003+08:00

christine is sick.
is SO SICK!
after so many days going out after work.
FINALLY i get to sleep yesterday.

but still,its too late le =(
still fall sick today.
sorethroat =((
dono wat to eat.
ate claypot yee mee but oso hard to swallow.
so lazy to go and buy panadol.

then after mum mum ady come back and work.
bloody pet pet msn canot sign in.
line slow like mad.
have to reinstall must wait so freaking long.
DAMN PISSED!

...................

im EMO!

petpet.

给你的话。

2009-04-25T13:02:00.003+08:00

最近的生活有点不太正常 @_@
一直skip meal。
就一直欺骗自己说有吃。。
一直不要觉得自己肚子饿。。
好几天了。。裤子穿起来好像有点松。。
可是怎么都看不到那里瘦了啊？
朋友说越不吃越肥。
我不是没吃。我有吃。
只是一天只是吃那一餐。。
就是brunch。。
就是breakfast和 lunch都combind在一个时间吃。。
搞得今天有点胃痛了。。
at first有点觉得很痛苦。。
很受不了这样的life。。
但，现在我竟然已经习惯了~
哎~都不懂这是好还是不好~

那天你说我一直以来都很support你。。
不管你有什么比赛。。
都一直在backup你。。
所以现在你也想support and backup我。。
但是我真的很想跟你说，
我不希望我有什么事情都要烦到你。。
因为那样，我会觉得自己很annoying。。
我很后悔那天发送了那样的信息给你，
然后要你担心。。。。。。。
现在想起，觉得那封信息好白痴。。。
但是还是要很谢谢你这么关心我。。
and so sorry因为令你担心了。。。
最近一直都很emo。。
而且昨天，我真的整个晚上都没睡~
整个晚上都在等你的电话。。
好像只是一厢情愿 @_@

你的生日算起来还有两个月多就要到了。。
很想亲手做一个东西给你。。
但是两个月看起来好像还蛮快的。。
希望我来得及做出那个东西来给你，
before your birthday。。。

你也知道我的状态啦~
实在没能力送贵贵的东西给你。。
希望你会喜欢我亲手做的那个东西咯。。。
=)

goodbye!

2009-04-21T17:40:00.004+08:00

enough.
evrythng is over.
i just want to live my life in my own world.
seriously,i dun wan u to appear in my life nymore.
bcoz your appearance are totally disturbing me.
i dont know y the god wants to arrange me of meeting u.
i shouldnt. i noe.
and now im nt gonna let this happen again.
no matter what u say to me,theres no more turning back for me to care bout u nymore.
I PROMISE i wont turn back.
and thats my choice.
until the day that im leaving.
i'll just leave silently...and peacefully..
without regretting.
goodbye.

[[翠雯の部落格]]

My horoscope for today.

recent me, and my tattoooo!

PISSED!

mama, sorry..

confidence?

goodbye atoz! XD

阿嬤的話

); );

bAobei (;

Gathering.

承認。

加油~

对不起。。

(:

goodbye, baby.

tired? hmm..

累。

why?!

安全感。

我很幸福！！

bibi (:

a new starting with Bibi.

渐行渐远。

不想生病 (:

(:

加油！(:

我会争气点！！

特别的kang kang =)

送给宝贝的歌。

再见 =)

好想你，宝贝 (:

)':

Love my baobei~~

别把我的幸福抢走好吗。。

Kelvin's Open House~

大姨加油！！ (=

new starting.

JIBAIJIBAIJIBAI!

Stress.

Fool Again.

daddy's birthday plan?

hmph!

roadshow.

为何？

到不了。

disappointed.

Hurt.

RANDOM.

原谅我。

outing outing outing!

>. 2010-02-04T23:09:00.000+08:00 i look like a sohai now after my haircut.I REALLY DO LOOK LIKE A HELMET!and im regret cutting my hair this way.FUCK!!!!!!!

just a random posting.

迷失。。。自己。。。

)'=

1 day trip @ KD. -.-

迟来的祝福。

Wow. This is really a long long article =P

Happy 20th Birthday to meeeeeeeeee ^^

(:

~~♥ 郑 元 畅 ♥~~

Ivan's 17th birthday.

u.n.t.i.t.l.e.d~

无聊的时候部落的~

UPDATE LAAAAAAAA!! ^^

Maxis Iphone 3GS roadshow + collegues ^^

woootz!

goodbye digital mall, hello iphone =)

累。

Kah Fai(輝仔)-斷絕來往(原唱:陳伯宇)/決戰2世組

Min-你很愛她/愛要坦蕩蕩

Digital Mall三天carnival + midnight sales。。

hapy papa day ^^

siCK!

~

碎.

An article about Jayson Tai the baobei~

chiAkz!~ U're invited to Jayson's 17th bday!

feelings。

A nite without raining.

>.
2010-02-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

i look like a sohai now after my haircut.
I REALLY DO LOOK LIKE A HELMET!
and im regret cutting my hair this way.
FUCK!!!!!!!

♥ 郑元畅 ♥

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